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I've been doing pediatrics for the past 7 weeks. Just had my midcycle test a couple of weeks ago, which i haven't prepared for at all, and surprisingly i didn't get such a bad mark either lol .. that was awesome :D

Yesterday was probably the luckiest day of my life. Our team's research won the first place in college, i won a laptop in a lottery, and my dad insisted that we go out and out of the blue just bought me a new phone, the last time he bought me something was nearly 4 years ago after i kept nagging about it lol .. I can't remember anything that good happening every since i left school.

O' rubber band, thou shall not meet my face !

Can't wait to get my new amplifier which i bought 2 months ago from dubai. I had a case built for it, that's why it took so long to be ready, and now it's done :D

My budds and i were asked to play in a new year's party, but i had to reject that for i have finals 2 days after that date. Bummer !

I can confidently say that 99% of pediatricians are old kids .. And i'd gladly inflict the maximum amount pain on ONE of them if i get the chance.

People, seriously now, enough with all the ass kissing !! I really don't know how they endure doing that.

I really need to travel this winter ! .. I mean, when i wake up at 2 am just to enjoy the sight of a few drops of rain for about 30 minutes, that's just sad lol

I gotta get back to reading .. it sucks when you realize you can't do too many things

I am ..

Voice : Who are you ?

Self : I'm nothing more than someone you might remember years from now.

Voice: Remember ? Aren't you going to be around ?

Self : I'm nothing more than someone you might remember years from now.


Meeting new people. Making new friends. Helping the ones in need. Never accepting help from anybody. Always listening. Never the one talking. I am someone they might remember. They are ones i'll never forget.

Thankfully, i have many friends, whom i really adore and respect, and who won't hesitate to offer they're help if they feel i'm in need. But, i'm never a part of their lives, and they're not part of mine. I wont allow it. Driven by subconscious thougts, i try not to get attached, or let others get attached to me.

Disappointment

I just got my an email yesterday saying "your grade is now available". My heart was racing as i was opening it to see how much i got. Thank god i passed. But, i am quite disappointed in myself i thought i could do better than this. My grade is ok, but i'm personally not satisfied. I really let myself down this time.

Get treated and flunk !!

I have to let this out of my system before i sleep. Today, i went to see a professor because of my absences. Now, the funny thing is that i've been absent for 6 days, five of which i handed in a sick leave, so that should mean only one day. Surprisingly, he said these sick leaves aren't acceptable. WHAT ?? WHY ?? We only accept ones issued from our own hospital. " ????" I tried to tell him that 1) That is the only hospital i've even been treated during my whole life. 2) My father works there, so i don't actually go through any lines before i am seen. He wouldn't even let me talk. And the 6 days i've been marked absent, apparently are worth 40% of the course. ARE YOU KIDDING ?? 6 days are 40% of a 12 week course ?? .. I was sick during those days, but honestly, didn't go to the hospital, but the forms were written anyway. Now, i feel like an idiot for not just simply asking someone to mark me present.

Tomorrow, i'm taking this to another level. I'll meet everybody there is to meet regarding this. I don't get it, how the hell do you want all the students in the whole university come to this very hospital if they get sick ?? Where will you fit them all ? Not to mention all the other patients that are already packing the ER. That guy really got me infuriated.

There i've said it.

Flu

I'm having flu symptoms, which is not a big deal. Did i "5anzart" >> get the swine flu virus ? Maybe. But, it's ok. This swine flu pandemic has been blown out of proportion in my opinion. I'm not saying that we shouldn't take any precautions, i'm just saying that there has been a lot of fuss that the media has put around it. We've had many cases of the swine flu in out hospital and they became fine Al7amdulellah. All we need to do is orient ourselves about the symptoms of the disease, which can be found in the WHO site, or anyother source you feel comfortable with. And know when to go to the hospital.

I know there has been a lot of talk about the vaccine. Let's just say that as soon as it is available, i'm definitely going to take it. The side effects that they've been emphysizing are side effects that might happen with a lot of drugs and vaccines. Not to mention that a lot of them are not true. For example, IT CAUSES ALZHEIMER'S ??? Give me a break, alzheimer's is a disease of age and there is no way that they can predict weither the vaccine is concidered a risk factor that can cause it until a study has been conducted which would take many years.

I got a little carried away lol .. i guess that's what turning into a pig does :P

2 WHOLE MONTHS ...

That's how long i've been isolated from the rest of the world. And it was totally worth it. I had achieved what i was aiming for, and found perseverance i thought i lost a long time ago. I believe that me writing the license exam was the best thing that happened to me since i got into medical school .. All in all, i'm glad everything went well, and the feeling that i really did everything humanly possible is just great :)

The worst part though was that i had to go to dubai to take the test. It only added the stress of traveling on top of what was already there, but it was all fun after that. Of course, i didn't forget to reward myself for all the hours my ass had to suffer while sitting behind the desk :p .. So, as soon as i was done with it, i went to this new instruments shop and bought me a new guitar amplifier :D WOOOHOOO

Things are going really well for me at this time, and i'm thankful for that. I have so many things planned for this academic year. I plan to keep myself real busy with school and music. And i'm not forgetting this blog ;) .. Maybe i'll remember to neglect it, as some of you had already predicted :p .. Thanks for all the good luck wishes.

BACK !! :D

I just got back home from the airport. It's really late and i feel sleepy, but i just had to announce that i'm back to life again :D .. I'll tell all about it tomorrow, because honestly i can barely keep my eyes open .. 'night guys